同事問我:你會在這裡工作多久,說真的我答不出來也不意思老實說,只能昧著良心說不知道不確定,只有自己默默的在心底回答:這不是我夢想中的工作,我崇尚的工作是企劃,想要動動腦動動筆寫企劃書案安排活動,想做些有成就感的事,現在的安定讓我好迷茫,迷失在這風平浪靜的日子,卻不知道這是不是暴風雨欲來的前夕?
想開闢一條路,可是前方的草淹沒我的視線,看不到前進的方向,也找不到往前走的勇氣,因為我不知道會不會往前一步就是山谷! 那會不會是死路一條呢?找了無數的藉口阻止自己殺出一條血路。
沒辦法自己掌鏡拍下想要的一切,現在在鏡頭下的我….荒腔走板,想的要的只能暫時存放在腦裡,但腦的容量有限,會不會有一天想的要的就被遺忘了呢?
I just came back Taiwan for 3 monthes.But I'm sick of my life.
At first,I promise myself,I'll improve my English skill…….
When I got a job,everything is changing….
I was skipping language books.
I felt tried of doing my job.After work,I watched TV or surf on the internet.
I didn't realize how much they were controlling my life.
I soon woke up to myself when my parent and friends showed concern about my poor attitude.
I don't know how long time can I keep learning.
Now,to find my way come first.
心理祈禱著,哪一天貴人出現實現我想走企劃的夢想。
I pray I can do something I enjoy doing as a career.
Can you make my dreams come true.
加油!
版主回覆:(09/19/2010 06:40:34 PM)
那要加92還是95的油會衝的比較快~